Wicked means bent. If we hear somebody is crooked, that means their will is bent away from the will of God. If there's wickedness in me, that means that there's something going on in my thinking, in my heart, in my actions, that is not God-like, that is not who I really want to be, that prevents me from experiencing what really brings happiness, fulfillment and joy and the kinds of things that deep, deep down, are most important to me when I get close to me, when I come to my Self. So, I search my heart today. Where am I not in alignment with God?